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reducingthepain
05 May 2009 @ 11:35 am
well i am so dissapointed with myself, i havnt been on here for about a year im guessing! i know im surprised i have survied,
well since my mums death my weight has been chaotic, i have been fluxuating massivly one week im 50kgs the next im 65. total disgustingness! but i have been coller to the higher of the two for the past 5 months :[
anyway im back with avengence!! i have been on a two week fast were i only eat about 300 calories every 3 or 4 days because we have family dinners. i am restraining from weighing myself in order to keep focused, currently im on the 4th day of my full fast because we had dinner friday night! ugh stupid family wanting to be close. but i will have to eat tonight for my dads birthday! another stupid reason to get together (birthdays) i moved out of home on sunday so now i am living with my cat, so it will be even easier to fast as i wont have anyone watching what i eat (or what i dont) im aiming for 43kgs. but my short term goal is 55 but i am pretty sure the way i am going at the moment it shouldnt be to hard to get there. i am also a memeber of a 24 hour gym so i am going to be in ultimate control.



Im so sorry i have been away for so long!! but i cant see any familar faces.

Love gabriella xo
 
 
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reducingthepain
05 May 2009 @ 11:14 am
well i am so dissapointed with myself, i havnt been on here for about a year im guessing! i know im surprised i have survied,
well since my mums death my weight has been chaotic, i have been fluxuating massivly one week im 50kgs the next im 65. total disgustingness! but i have been coller to the higher of the two for the past 5 months :[
anyway im back with avengence!! i have been on a two week fast were i only eat about 300 calories every 3 or 4 days because we have family dinners. i am restraining from weighing myself in order to keep focused, currently im on the 4th day of my full fast because we had dinner friday night! ugh stupid family wanting to be close. but i will have to eat tonight for my dads birthday! another stupid reason to get together (birthdays) i moved out of home on sunday so now i am living with my cat, so it will be even easier to fast as i wont have anyone watching what i eat (or what i dont) im aiming for 43kgs. but my short term goal is 55 but i am pretty sure the way i am going at the moment it shouldnt be to hard to get there. i am also a memeber of a 24 hour gym so i am going to be in ultimate control.



Im so sorry i have been away for so long!! but i cant see any familar faces.

Love gabriella xo
 
 
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reducingthepain
17 October 2007 @ 10:32 pm
MEE  
Hey im Gabby, have had an ed for three- four years actually it could be longer. Unlike alot of people i dont care that i have an ED its apart of me, so i sorta think that if its taken away so is a peice of me. I live in Australia and play hockey and soccer [major calorie burners] i'm 17 and currently doing year 12 [it sucks] 

Um yeah add me im wicked awesome. I'm here for support and enjoy just making friends :]
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